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Sep. 27th, 2006 04:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
eviltigerlilyI can't belive it's only a week till my aunt and my cousin are coming! It kept seeming so long to, and suddenly it's almost here!
I'm also nervous about it. In an astonishing display of my social ineptitude, I'm afraid of speaking to my cousin. It's my elder cousin, you see. When I was little she was a teenager and didn't have much interest in playing around with me and her younger sister (who is about my age), and later on we left the country. I don't think I can remember us ever having alone been in a room together. Now, I love my cousin and I admire her, because I think she is an amazing woman, but what if we have nothing to talk about? That just terrifies me. Seriously, I've had nightmares. Plural. I'm sure it will all turn out right in the end, but I can't help obsessing about it for now.
I'm also nervous about it. In an astonishing display of my social ineptitude, I'm afraid of speaking to my cousin. It's my elder cousin, you see. When I was little she was a teenager and didn't have much interest in playing around with me and her younger sister (who is about my age), and later on we left the country. I don't think I can remember us ever having alone been in a room together. Now, I love my cousin and I admire her, because I think she is an amazing woman, but what if we have nothing to talk about? That just terrifies me. Seriously, I've had nightmares. Plural. I'm sure it will all turn out right in the end, but I can't help obsessing about it for now.
