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eviltigerlily) wrote2006-04-23 09:31 pm
eviltigerlily) wrote2006-04-23 09:31 pm
Down, down, down
I knew this was going to be a difficult day, but I had sadly underestimated the world's capacity for horibleness. Of course, a lot of it is my fault, really...
I had to get out of an important appointment with my new boss (on my very first day!) so I could make it on on time for the new course I'm supposed to be taking. The course is a preparation for a test you have to take for your university application over here. When I got there I found out that the course was never meant to start today and whoever told me that (unknown) was in fact mistaken. Moreover, 12 of the 15 other students asked to move the course to July (!!!), but hadn't bothered to ask or even inform me.
I feel just.....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
And also quite depressed and discouraged. It takes me a long time to make decision and now it's like the rug has been pulled from under me. It's hard for me to stand up to people and so I often find myself agreeing to something I don't really want to do, and then not knowing how to extricate myself from the situation. Time and time again I've done it. I don't know what to do...
I had to get out of an important appointment with my new boss (on my very first day!) so I could make it on on time for the new course I'm supposed to be taking. The course is a preparation for a test you have to take for your university application over here. When I got there I found out that the course was never meant to start today and whoever told me that (unknown) was in fact mistaken. Moreover, 12 of the 15 other students asked to move the course to July (!!!), but hadn't bothered to ask or even inform me.
I feel just.....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
And also quite depressed and discouraged. It takes me a long time to make decision and now it's like the rug has been pulled from under me. It's hard for me to stand up to people and so I often find myself agreeing to something I don't really want to do, and then not knowing how to extricate myself from the situation. Time and time again I've done it. I don't know what to do...